Release date: March 12!

Sometimes someone else's words and opinions can make you angry. Yes, it's okay to think different and to think in other directions. Absolutely. But it isn't okay to throw hate on someone, for reasons that are just dumb!

What the heck am I talking about? The answer to the question is this article, Buzz Brady's words about Robert Pattinson:

 http://www.irishcentral.com/ent/Robert-Pattinson-the-worst-performer-on-Hope-for-Haiti-telethon--82498092.html

"His contribution was pre-recorded." Did Brady ever think of the time difference? That 8PM in the US is hours later in the UK?

"He was trying to be far too cool and striking a pose unlike every other presenter who just got on with the job on hand.." So you can't be yourself anymore? Robert is a cool person, he was just himself.

"Robert however, came on stage unkempt, dressed in trampish clothes, mumbled his lines, spoke in a very low voice and made no sense whatever." Robert showed that a famous person doesn't need to be well dressed all the time. And Robert often speaks in a low voice. But Brady maybe wanted him to scream the words? (VOTE FOR HAITII!!! THANK YOU!!!(?)

"Compared to pros like Ben Stiller, Morgan Freeman and Anderson Cooper, Pattinson came across like  a cranky child, unwilling to do his work." I never got that feeling. Brady must be a big Pattinson-hater. In any case, it seems so.

"Robert Pattinson gave the impression he wanted to be anywhere else – and indeed he was by taping it. Which is pretty much in keeping with this self-obsessed, poser who has somehow cracked the limelight." These words are like made for a hater. It's just empty words.

Let's throw Brady's words in a trash can. Done!

You came down on me like summer rain, wearing nothing but your love..

When the rain falls down and we look up but heaven seems dark
and every flash of lightning reflects the bombs
Psalms, we think of when our faces are masked with fear
Tears drop in this mad catastrophe
This world is a war zone, where the heartless bullets sing
and cling to your harmless and fragile skin, actual sin

It's daybreak, and you are asleep
I can hear you breathe now
Your breath is deep

But before I go
I look at you one last time
I can hear a heartbeat
Is it yours or is it mine?

I look at your lips
I know how soft they can be
Did they know what they wanted?
The times they kissed me..

And your hands
I held in mine
Now they're reposing on the pillow
Will they ever miss me sometime?

I'll remember you, I'll remember you
But that's all that I can do
But I'll remember you..

It's been so long since i have touched you
I can't remember how it feels
To have you loving arms around me
This is the pain i've never healed

All my live i have been searching
For someone honest just like you
You left me here without a reason
Every tear belongs to you

I'll be waiting till the sky falls down
Till you come around, baby
I'll be waiting till the sky falls down
Let the rain clouds come

I'll be waiting till the sky falls down
Till you come around, baby

All i need is one good answer
To understand why you were gone
Everything reminds me of you
Without you i can't go on

I'll be waiting till the sky falls down
Till you come around, baby..

I've got a candle,
And I've got a spoon
I live in a hallway
With no doors and no rooms
Under the window sill
They all were found
A touch of concrete within a doorway
Without a sound

Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me, if you can
From the blasphemy in my wasteland

How did I get here
And what went wrong
Couldn't handle forgiveness
Now I'am far beyond gone
And I can hardly remember
The look of my own eyes
How could I love this
A life so dishonest
It made me compromise

Jump in the water
Jump in with me
Jump on the altar
Lay down with me
My hardest question
Too answer is
WHY!!!

Some one save me
Please don't erase me

What should I do?
What should I say?

All that I know
Is that I want you here

The ocean's won't flow
When you're not around
The silence wont fade
Until I hear your voice

For all the moments that I needed you
For all the pain that you put me through
For all those reasons you were apart of me
I wish you could find
A reason to stay

I wish you could feel
I wish you could see
God, I wish you would stay for one more day
The bridges will burl
The angels wont sing
But the broken will see
What's it's like to feel

For all the moments I needed you
For all the pain you put me through
For all those reasons you were apart of me
I wish you could find
A reason to stay

Where are you now?
I just want to believe
I don't know where to go
Oooohh
I'm standing on the edge
I don't where to run
A reason to stay

For all the moments I needed you
For all the pain you put me through
For all those reasons you were apart of me
I wish you could find
A reason to stay

You broke my heart with your words, kissed my forehead and walked away. Now I sit here in front of the window and want something that you no longer want to give. I want everything back.

My future. My reason to live. My happiness. Everything that you took from me, in just a second.

You told me it's over. I guess it was never meant to be. You came to me like an Angel, kissed me as I had never been kissed before. From the first time I saw you, I thought you were too good to be true.

Maybe I was right after all? Maybe it was all just a dream? A dream that I never wanted to leave.

How could you do this to me? After all the moments we have experienced together. All the days I spent with you has been wonderful.

I thought you felt the same. I guess I was wrong about it. Just as I was wrong about everything else.

I love you. I have loved you from the first time I looked into your eyes. I have loved every part of you. Just as I thought you loved every part of me.

You said it would be like if you had never existed. But the memories with you, they will always remain. They will never disappear. The feeling that I felt when I touched your cold skin. That feeling I will always remember.

No, it will never be like you never existed. As if we never existed. Maybe in your world but not in mine.

Every time I remember back to how good I felt when I was with you. Every time I wish that everything would be a nightmare. A nightmare that I will soon wake up from and find you by my side.

But I will never wake up. Because I'm not sleeping.

Written by me